Black as Coal June 16th, 2007

This song is dedicated to all those fallen angels who left this place way too soon!

"Black As Coal"
Screaming in your one man cell with no one to hear,
Feeling that withdrawal and all that fear,
It rots your gut and makes you sick,
This is one habit you have to kick,
Needles filled with poison, and thoughts filled with pain,
Puncture your skin one last time, with only one gain,
A deep sleep, no more smashing your head into the walls,
No more cries of help, suicide is your calling but you don't have the balls,
Black as coal is your heart and soul,
Wishing for death, but only getting pain,
Your mind is twisted, warped, and insane,
Plotting your next big score,
You know you just want one more,
Black as coal is your heart and soul.
Death's cold hand is on your shoulder,
Pack up that pipe with that dime sized boulder,
Flames of death, and smoke of horror enter your lungs,
Reaching your bottom, Stepping on the last rung,
Caught up in that endless cycle of using and manipulating,
Not realizing all the chaos you are creating,
Black as coal is your heart and soul,
Wishing for death but only getting pain,
Your mind is twisted, warped, and insane,
Plotting your next big score,
You know you just want one more,
Black as coal is your heart and soul.
A final solution enters your mind,
As your sanity begins to unwind,
Having only one thought,
Don't get caught,
It is over now and reality sets in,
The ultimate moral sin,
Suicide at knife point, pulling out that heart,
Ripping your soul apart,
Black as coal is your heart and soul,
Wishing for death but only getting pain,
Your mind is twisted, warped, and insane,
Plotting your next big score,
You know you just want one more,
Black as coal is your heart and soul,
Looking at your black heart beat,
Seeing all that corrupion, all that sorrow,
Never gonna see tomorrow,
Smiling knowing you got your score,
Not needing that one more,
Black as coal is your heart and soul,
Neither exist no more!