Sometimes 100% is not enough Nov. 10th, 2006

I give life, my all everyday.  Yet, no matter how much energy I use to pursue a goal, it is never enough.  When I think I am content with a situation, something happens that is uncontrollable.  I am left dumbfounded everytime.  I will not stop trying; all of you people out there who know Scorpio males; will understand the 'not giving up' part of my personality.  I will fight to the death, you can't keep me down; and it doesn't matter how many headshots I take either.  You pretty much have to kill me to keep me down.  So unless you are capable of murder; you had better get used to having me around.  I am NOT trying to say I am a maniac.  I am just saying I am persistent and intense.  It's me; the only way to stop it, is to say 'look there can never be an us' and then I will understand.  Or say 'You're being an asshole/dick' in which case I will understand I am overstepping your boundaries.  These are two ways to remove me, but beating me up physically, ,mentally, emotionally, spiritually, or/and financially will NOT work.  Trust me, I know myself really well.  Do not pick a fight with me, because you will run of energy long before I will.  Give me a purpose and I will take it to the gates of heaven or hell; whichever you prefer is fine with me; because I have seen both places.  Just remember I am a man with opinions, values, morals, and I am free thinking.  How can you defeat someone who is passionate about life, happiness, and freedom? You cannot!  So why step up if you can't handle me?  Why persist to fight a losing battle?  I am a very powerful individual.  I am not bragging either.  I am book smart and street smart.  That is a lethal combination.  I will say though, that many have tried my skills, and I appreciate their effort.  I respect people who are willing to take me on as a challenge.  I am competitive, I love full contact sports, and the best sport I have found is the clashing of two powerful minds trying to best their opponent.  Anyway, I felt like writing something down.  So don't be scared, if you think you can step up; then do it.  Bring everything you got to the table, and just a suggestion, try bringing some secret weapons as well, because you are going to need them when you lose your energy.  I will still be here waiting.  You may knock me down a lot, but as long as my heart, lungs, and brain work, you will never win.  Just some information for everyone.  I still love all of you, so don't take this to heart.  Please don't be offended, I love my words and my ability to express them in an open market.  Please leave yours here or tell me in person.  All comments are always appreciated; even if I don't agree with you.  I will never say anybody is wrong, so don't tell me I am; unless I am; but don't hold it over my head, just correct me with the correct information so I can continue to grow in a positive way.

Thanks again for visiting
Kenny