Untitled Dec. 31st, 2006

This one was to a girl named Andrea Davis on January 23rd 1997, right before I met Karen Meziere.  This is while I was trying my luck with college down in Champaign-Urbana...

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It has been so long since my pen had inspiration
I feel that no person has made me feel like I do about her.
The one love in my life, I let slip away.
Now I write again and again about something similar
She has beauty I would like to call mine
Smart wit and baby blues that could light up any
                   Dark Path!
She comes to me in my dreams
I can't tell you the excitement I feel every time
                   I see her.
She would replace that one true love I lost.
Can I even compete or match her expectations?
I will try my damnedest to keep this girl in my
                   Life!
Soon I would like to hold her hand and walk into the setting sun.
Euphoria has overcome me, Joy bursts from every pore.
My anxious brain might have killed all my chances.
It looks grim and I don't think I could survive another
                     Crash!
My heart cannot endure another crack.
My love is strong and I want her to have it.
I look into the future and see a blank space.
If I lose another, I will surely not want to live.
Until my dark day comes, I can only pray.
Hoping just once, I will be able to kiss her soft lips.
I would enjoy a lifetime of care and nurturing
              A Lifetime Of Love!!!