About Nothing April 3rd, 2005

so the world spins and I am still single. I guess I had better change my profile. Life is crazy. No matter how hard you try, the road ahead still looks long and rough. I think that I am a good guy, and not to bad looking. But the women, I seem to run into are so crazy. I don't know where to begin. My fiancee committed suicide in 2001. I just started dating again last summer. Now, it's like I am warming up to people but it doesn't feel right. I still like being cold hearted because at least I know that feeling. And it makes me feel comfortable. I will continue to give this dating thing my all, but it makes me miss Beth (fiancee) all that much more. It is crazy. I guess I just needed to do some writing and get some things off my mind. Miss Right if you are out there please come and find me, because I don't know how much more chaos I can handle. Ken K.