It's just a state of mind Sept. 28th, 2007

Where do you stand today?  This is the question I asked myself this morning.  Sort of tired of the status quo, I feel like I have been idle for too long.  I have lit the wick, waiting for the connection of the flame to the gunpowder.  The explosion will be great and should be seen hundreds of miles away.  What am I talking about you ask?  Well, school is in order, it is looking like I have 3 A's secured out of 4, now the 4th will be some work to achieve, but we all know what I am capable of achieving.  I will be pushing the limits of my abilities over the next 12 months.  9 months left until the license is back in my hands.  Yes, 9 months until a whole new life begins.  I am again considering publishing Simplicity: The Jack Henderson Story I think I will publish that in February.  I guess I will keep my first offer open to Nicole for editing.  She could use the cred, and I know she is capable of doing the job.  We are still awaiting a script.  Pulled the flannel out of the closet for the ride to work this morning, the temperature change is not a strong point of mine, but I am in a position to overcome the cold with warm clothing.  I do love wearing my hoodies, that is the only part of the cold weather I like, other than that I hate what is coming in a month or so...The gale winds of November will be upon us soon.  Another birthday around the corner, thinking about the past, the present, not worrying about the future, back to the 'Where do you stand today?'  Yes, I stand in a whole new place, but it is has its familiar tones.  Life has been good to me lately, why? I think it has something to do with me keeping my head in the game, not being lazy.  I was getting close to a permanent complacency, but I have found the motivation and energy to overcome that.  I think my standing today also has to be attributed to the help I have been giving to the Moms.  She has fallen into a bad predicament recently, and I am doing all I can to keep her ahead of her bills.  It is costing me money I had planned on spending in other places, but the bottom line is, she never told me 'no' in the past when I needed money (and most of the time it was for illicit activities), yet she gave me what I needed even if she couldn't afford too.  So a little payback on my part is definitely the right thing to do.  Especially since there are no more illicit activities, and the money is going for bills.  Mia, (1 of the cats) has been very violent lately, I don't know if it is my increased energy level rubbing off on her, but she has been beating up Tinks really bad lately.  Last night was the first time I had to yell at her for violence.  She had her whole mouth around Tinks head...IT was Crazy...Tinks was crying in pain, which is what alerted me to the situation...Violence of any kind will NOT be tolerated in my home.  I do not permit it in my life, nor will I permit it for the cats.  Now they play and wrestle, but Tinks was crying in pain, not play fighting.  Anyway, Andrea, if you read this, your cat needs some discipline, I think you better get your shit together and find a boyfriend who is not allergic...LOL...Yeah like that is going to happen!!!  Alright, I think I am done rambling for the time being.  I am off work anyway, onto the weekend, lots of action going on this weekend, busy busy busy!!!!
Keep your head in the game, otherwise you have already lost!!!
And even though I am a Sox fan, I wish The Cubs the best of luck this weekend.  I truly believe the Wrigley fans deserve a Championship, they have waited long enough, and my Grandmother is a fan, or maybe she was just a fan of Budweiser and Harry Caray?  I always forget...hahahaha
Go Cubs, and hopefully the Sox finish the season out of the basement...There is always next year for us!!!  Chicago rocks for sports, and the Bears have a better chance with Griese, should have played him in the Super Bowl they might have won....
Later
Kenny