I can feel the energy! Nov. 18th, 2007

The energy is very strong right now.  If this was Star Wars I would call it The Force, but this is reality so I will just use the term 'energy'.  I see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I am more calm since the breakdown/change!  I feel great, I am thinking before speaking, checking my emotions, keeping them in place, staying strong mentally, although my physical energy has not increased since the Time of Change!  I will get there again though, I think I am just on the climb up out of the cellar with the mental, and after that is complete, then onto the physical.  I would have quit smoking this weekend, but I found some packs of smokes in my closet from when I moved from Pontiac.  So I took that as Divine Intervention, and decided to smoke them.  I busted my ass yesterday helping my pops finish hanging drywall on Pontiac.  That was an alright day.  I am feeling it today.  I have to leave shortly for the editing room so I can do my final project and my group project for 2 classes.  So I will spend another Sunday working!  I guess it is good since I can't watch the Redskins play today.  Alright, well like I said, 'I can feel the energy', but it is not all gathered yet...